Flight of the Concords.

SO as I sit and watch Flight of the concords, and wish that my cell phone wasn't cut off one way.. I begin to worry...


I miss her....

and I miss human contact... Like.. This celebacy thing becaomes daunting sometimes, but I really feel like it's worth it. sometimes sex complicates things, and you forget about a person's inner being when you look at someone as an object, or just for lustful reasons.

hence, I never want to take anyone for granted, even tho sometimes I do forget and become self centered. I try not to, I'm evolving, and sometimes, it's best to do that alone.

I really would like to be alone, just do nothing, with no one, and just not be bothered, but right at this second, I kinda wish my text messages were going off like crazy.. but that is a rare occation.. I want to jus be around people... but in about fourty minutes, that need for human contact will subside.. lol....

I dont know sometimes I just really like being alone, and not bothered by anyone.. my mind is sooo cloudy sometimes, and for the most part I try to keep my feelings, shortcomings, and insecurities to myself.. cause sometimes you just want someone to listen, and not judge and just sit there and nod.. lol..

I think that's why I chose this blogspot thingy.. cause it's anynomous....


well.. beddie bye bye..