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soooo.. I wake up and start watching this movie about vampires.. and it's super weird.. like super weird.. like i really don't understand it at all but I guess..
so me and she had a talk last night, and we have come to the clearest conclusion possible.. She sees it as impossible and I can only be okay with that. but It's gonna take time, to get to that stage where I can be just her friend... just platonic. ugh. in this case I truly hate that word. But I'm okay actually... I thought I was gonna be a mess. but I'm actually great.. I just really need to move on.. and maybe I won't keep running in to people who I like but they really don't like me back.. bad timing or something, idk, but overall I don't feel bad, or sad, I am bummed that she won't wake me up in the morning.... but .... hey lesson learned.. chalk it up.. when the universe sees it fit... I will have someone, until then, I guess I'll kick it with whomever..
this also makes me feel like I need to stay guarded.. cause maybe it's easier that way..
anywho... back to my confusing movie, and horribly boring saturday.
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yo... I was about to comment on "family". But it disappeared. Well whateva, we can jus talk about that over g chat lol. Anyway, I feel u on this. Once again, u know Im in that same boat as you...
ReplyDelete"but .... hey lesson learned.. chalk it up.. when the universe sees it fit... I will have someone, until then, I guess I'll kick it with whomever.."
I wish it was different, but its not in the cards right now. Back to the drawin board, I guess.
Love is for suckers. That's why they say sucka for love. Once you fall for someone you stand the chance of ending up like that old lady who fell and couldn't get up. Then you finally find the strength to get back up and fall for another just to go through the same.
ReplyDeleteYou know who you don't have to fall to love? Yourself. Maybe everybody needs to love themselves by themselves more. That way when someone comes around if the shit doesn't work you can say "fuck it. I still got me, bitch. Ya love ain't shit compared to mine."