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Keeping up appreances...
I say this all the time because it has taken me an exceptionally hard and long time to actually become this person..and even harder to actually be able to come out of my little shell..
I am a flawed individial.. and from what I know everyone is.. and I always admired ppl who left the raw them oyt there for the world to examine and or see...
So I don't give out false hope.. I am too emotional at times and then sometimes I am not emotional.. but as a part of my new years reslotion.. I figure no shoulda coulda wouldas... so I'm changing and evolving into a person that I wanna be. And hopefully..... somemone ... that someone else can admire.. someone who speaks like they write... from the heart... someone who loves with out abandon.. because when you love wholeheartedly.. you recive so many blessings... and so many things can be learned if you just open your mind to things...outside of your realm.. jus I wanna be a bueatiful person from the inside out..
So I hear this lil ol blog of mine is getting a bit of a buzz.. well keep reading... I like it.. and ut makes me feel better that maybe someone else can relate.. cause sometimes you think ur the only one goin thru it and ur not.. and that person may help you more than you know....
Soooo... they really like me huh? Hmmmmmmmmmmm... I might have to see how this goes.....
I had a dream...about her...last night...it was intresting...lol.. but yeah I'll save that for another day...hahhaha.
Anyways...
Back to work I go.. and I guess I can return the slew of groupie love text messages.. LOL. Blah.. too bad I'm not intrested in any of them..... but hopefully that will change... hopefully....
See you tommrow....
Still a bruised.emotional.mess....
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- Sharda'.Latrise.
- my name is sharda' I am a student/ full time manager/ busy body. I am writing about my personal expirences, and my life, and everyone in it. and just letting you all get to know me.
i forgot to scold you for your comment about my love for a certain friend who shall remain nameless. how dare you. on a lighter note, maybe you'll get to b. scott status with your blogging. that'd be crazy. by the by, if you make it, I want in. I've been encouraging you sine day one. way longer than these jitterbugs. I'll wear a suit and tell people I'm your manager. if people get too close I'll hire someone to stand in front of me while I'm standing in front of you and we'll protect you from the crazies.
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